Feb 7, 0000

When my gran
journal instead of paying rent. I was hoping he would learn something.
He did.

Just not enough.

When my grandson came to live with me, I told him he had to keep a
journal instead of paying rent. I was hoping he would learn something.
He did.

Just not enough.

Dina came to the h
kind of felt sorry for her, but I have to keep focused o

It’s hard to think about Hannah, really. Or about anything.

Sometimes I just sit and look at the
and I feel guilty. Then I try to pray a little and be honest about myself and I feel this calmness
which I think i

I realize that this time in the country has been a test of faith and that grace is a teacher. I know it
sounds sappy, but I’ve got Amazing Grace stuck in my head.

Twas grace that taught
And grace my fears relieved
How precious did that grac
The hour I first believed.
Since we’ve been at the hospital, I guess I’ve learned what’s important because I feel different.
God is peace. God is

Dina came to the hospital. It was nice of her to visit but she was really uncomfortable, I could tell. I
kind of felt sorry for her, but I have to keep focused on Hannah.

It’s hard to think about Hannah, really. Or about anything.

Sometimes I just sit and look at the wall and I realize I haven’t been really thinking about anything
and I feel guilty. Then I try to pray a little and be honest about myself and I feel this calmness
which I think is God’s forgiveness. What my mom calls grace.

I realize that this time in the country has been a test of faith and that grace is a teacher. I know it
sounds sappy, but I’ve got Amazing Grace stuck in my head.

Twas grace that taught my heart to fear
And grace my fears relieved
How precious did that grace appear
The hour I first believed.
Since we’ve been at the hospital, I guess I’ve learned what’s important because I feel different.
God is peace. God is calm. I’m asking God to take away my anger.


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